I feel like I'm at a crossroads in my life forreal. I've been exclusive for so long that maybe it's time to take a break from it all. My mind is telling me one thing but I feel another. Usually when I feel this way, I write it all out verse by verse in my poetry book. But right now, I am at a utter loss of words. So this post I am just letting out all of my thoughts. It's hard to let go of something for 6 long months. That's HALF A YEAR! But with me being away for 3 months, maybe its time to go cold turkey. No, I am not on any drugs or alcohol. Actually if you consider love a drug then I overdosed on it. Nonetheless, maybe I need to just get rid of all that excess baggage that has been weighing me down for so long. I don't even know what it feels like to be a lightweight anymore. I used to be on Cloud 9 but as of recently, it feels like I sunk to the deepest, darkest abyss in the ocean. Such a terrible feeling, but its how I have been feeling for a while. I'm the type of person who wouldn't quit anything but I'm viewing this experience as a paused one, not a stopped one. That doesn't mean I am gonna stop blogging so I will still keep updating each and everyday.
Love and Happiness
Kiecy
my life, somewhat orderly, somewhat messy. but take it for what it is.
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